Stained Glass

Over the past few years in my life I have been criticized for a lot of things I have done.But I make no apologizes for the person i am .Every mistake i made, deeds i did and the judgement i make are the pieces of a stained image.One to me that is interesting.The people i admire around me the people i love and hold dearest to me are different from the rest of the world.Some come with broken images others a beautiful mind.Im addicted to the people who share a similar past.Who are broken if not misunderstood.
The people who make me happy add colour to my broken glass.Together we are a stained glass one in which you cant help but look at.To my rear but unique other half, you are my sister my colour my beauty.You help make me into the prettiest picture that silences the crowd.To my heart that cant be expressed but felt,life is a risk when im with you.Knowning my glass is broken you with your colour make the art of my life valued. Together with the fusion of mysteries ,unsure of anything we add curiosity to our picture.Never knowing where the future would take us.For for the chips and pieces of colours... you colour my world even though you come from images of a bigger picture, look at us together.So beautiful..For those who cant accept me for who i am you just missed out of the best work of art.My life, one I love one I live for..not for you but for me...Look at the image...broken into a million pieces.. but i dnt care. Its my picture...tak e a look at that.!

Shattered Branch

You were that branch that stood your ground,
One i trusted to keep me safe,
You said you would be there to take me along a journey that is free from my past
You seemed strong , able to hold my weight,
At first i was skeptic , but you made me trust you,
I believed in you , put my faith in you.. you branch that makes my life strong.

You took my hand and held in tight, ensuring me that i would be ok.
Still ,as i held on to that Old branch of past i thought
This branch is all Ive ever known, at least im safe
You wrapped you arms around me, " i promise, you'll be safe"
And so ...i let go.
That step i took trusting you,
I placed all my heart and sole into you

Here i am on the floor, broken...
In pain,my heart bleeds..Im Numb..
As I lay on the floor unable to move
i look above and no longer are you there..
All thats left is the shattered of you broken sole
That made me trust in you..
Here i am, alone, broken......

Nothing to give

Recently i have noticed that in today's world so many people suffer from the lack of love and everybody wants it.But my thoughts are not about who want it but really about who appreciates it if they really want it.I'm tired of people saying,"i want to feel loved i want to feel appreciated and have love given to me" when it is offered its never appreciated.Love is one of the best things in life that God has given to us.Yet am humans we take God given blessings and become capitalist with it.We give people conditions can terms under which we can give or receive love.The contract of love comes with a contract that entails fine print which many of us apparently we do not read.
Some one once said to me." i want to be loved , i love to be loved" yet when you give them love all u get in return is nothing.Nothing but the feeling of rejection,pain and the feeling that your love is never good enough.I do not know about the rest of the world,But ive given my love to many and in turn been hurt.At first i felt as though its me, something must be wrong with the person i am.Maybe this,maybe that!But after a while i realised it wasnt me, and it never was.I never defined love with rules, i never gave love with conditions applied.I gave love no matter the consequence.Not only did i give love but i gave the best of me.And for the people who illtreated it...well...the problem is that they have nothing to offer,no foundation of emotions.People who cant recieve love have a problem with themselves and perhaps are intimidated by those who can give love.In turn they oppress those who are capable of loving.Life was made to live,love was made to give but for people who claim to want love and cant comprehend it.... im sorry but to you i have nothing to give.